Thursday, July 16, 2009

Non-Maternal Instincts

Nonmaternal Instinct

Inner-monologue at nine-months pregnant.

{Huffin' and puffin'} Now why did I come up here? I know I came up for something. Hmm, can't remember. Phew, I better sit down.

{Plops down on unmade bed} WHOA! Those are my feet? What happened to my feet? Why didn't anyone tell me?! I mean, where are my ankles? They're, they're, they're gone! I don't have ankles and my feet are huge. Like puffy huge. No. Those can't be my feet.

Gee, this bed is soft. Cozy. Pillows. Fluffy pillows. But it's only 10am. Ugh. Stupid insomnia. Stupid insomnia equals Ali and the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.

Can't sleep now anyway. I need to pee. Didn't I just do that? Yeah, I went before I came upstairs. I wonder if I can talk my doctor into giving me a catheter for the next month. I need to talk to him about that. Better write that down.

Wait a sec, who's that? Me?! No. That can't be me. Darn it. Why'd I look in the mirror? I might be carrying this baby in the front, but apparently I'm also carrying one in the back. Dang, girl. No wonder my clothes don't fit anymore. Not even my maternity clothes. Bah.

Oh, baby powder, my best friend. Is that why I came up here? No, that wasn't it.

Now what was it? Ouch. Cranky. Stop. Ouch. Better sit down for this one. Stupid Braxton Hicks, you're such a tease.

Wait. Yuck. Gag. Why is my throat burning? Burning swords attacking my throat. Oh! That's it! I came up here for Pepcid. Love me some Pepcid. Yes, please, I need Pepcid!

{With Pepcid in hand, waddles back downstairs for glass of water}

NOOOOOO! What did I do? I dropped it. No! Dagnabbit. Now how am I going to pick that up? I can't bend down there and pick up that little pill.

Ah, forget it. I need ice cream.


  1. You're wonderful and beautiful

  2. SO TOTALLY true! You're time is coming fast! With all that heart burn maybe you'll get a baby with lots of hair! (only worked for me 50% of the time)

  3. In honor of your blog today, I am going to take a picture of my ankles so in 7 months, when I am thinking the same thoughts as you, I will remember what they used to look like. Ali, you are SUCH a pretty pregnant lady! Stop being so hard on yourself! Remember that your smile takes away from anyone looking at your kankels, and those will be gone in a month! Let me know if you need anything. I dont mind driving to Dublin to stop by, even if it is just to pick up your Pepcid off the floor. Love ya girl ~Lo

  4. So very much understand!!!!! Lisa